“You booked a private room.”
Still nothing.
“Your family knew.”
“It wasn’t supposed to humiliate you.”
For a moment, I could only stare.
“Then what was it supposed to do?”
He looked genuinely uncertain.
That interested me.
Carter was accustomed to explaining motives after the fact.
Usually he found one that made him sound reasonable.
This time even he seemed to understand that there was no good answer.
Eventually, he said, “I wanted it done.”
“There you are.”
He looked at me.
“You wanted a divorce?”
“Yes.”
“You wanted to control how I received it?”
Silence.
“You wanted to decide what I got?”
His jaw tightened.
“I made an offer.”
“In front of your mother.”
“I knew you’d get emotional.”
I stood.
He did too.
“That sentence,” I said, “may explain our entire marriage.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means you decided what I would feel before you gave me the chance to feel it. Then you arranged everything around managing the version of me you invented.”