My heart began pounding.
“So after Lily was born healthy…”
He wiped his eyes.
“I had a vasectomy.”
Everything inside me stopped.
Six years.
Six years of Margaret telling me I had failed to give Michael a son.
Six years of believing some tiny piece of my body had disappointed the man I loved.
Six years of humiliation.
And Michael had made certain there would never be another child.
Not because he did not want a son.
Because he loved the children he already had enough not to gamble with another life.
Michael laughed weakly on the screen.
“Mom doesn’t know.”
Then his face became serious.
“If she ever finds out, she’ll know the trust dies with me.”
Richard whispered, “Emily…”
But Michael continued.
“I’m telling her tomorrow.”
The air disappeared from the parking garage.
Tomorrow.
I turned slowly toward Richard.
“When was this recorded?”
He did not answer.