She spoke about children needing safe homes.
Above us, three floors up, my daughters were locked inside a bedroom.
Then Margaret said something I could not endure.
“No woman should ever be made to believe she has nowhere else to go.”
The applause began.
My body moved before my judgment could stop it.
A small sound escaped me.
Not even a laugh.
More like breath breaking.
Margaret heard.
Of course she did.
She turned.
“Emily?”
Every face followed hers.
“Yes?”
“Do you find something amusing?”
I should have apologized.
I had survived six years by apologizing.
Instead, I said, “No.”
Margaret waited.
The room waited.
My heart beat so violently I could feel it behind my eyes.
Then I looked at the foundation slogan behind her.
DIGNITY.
SAFETY.
SECOND CHANCES.
And something inside me simply became too tired to remain afraid.
“I was only wondering,” I said, “whether the women you help are allowed to lock their children in bedrooms.”