“Yeah,” I said softly.
Mason looked down at the tiny baby in his arms. “You make this look so easy.”
“You told me I do nothing,” I reminded him softly.
“I know,” he admitted, bowing his head.
“Why?” I asked him directly.
He swallowed hard, his posture dropping. “Because every time I came home, you already knew what they needed, and I didn’t.”
“You could’ve learned,” I pointed out.
“I know.”
“Then why didn’t you?” I asked.
His voice dropped to a barely audible whisper. “Because I felt useless. Every time you asked for help, it just reminded me that I didn’t know what to do.”
“So you wanted me to stop asking,” I realized aloud.
He nodded slowly, looking down as Noah curled a tiny fist tightly into the fabric of his button-down shirt.
“Being scared doesn’t excuse what you said to me,” I told him firmly.