FOR ANNA, WHEN SHE IS OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND.
I could barely touch it.
“Why did Patricia have this?”
“Your mother gave several documents to family services before her death.”
I opened the letter.
My darling Annie,
If you are reading this, then something has happened that prevented me from explaining things myself.
You are six years old tonight.
You are asleep upstairs wearing the yellow pajamas you insist make you run faster.
I wish I could freeze this evening forever.
But I am frightened.
There are people who have done something terrible, and I have decided to speak.
If I am wrong to be afraid, then someday we will laugh about this letter.
If I am right, I need you to know one thing.
You were never abandoned.