PART 2: THE SMELL BETWEEN THE TWINS’ ROOMS LED EMILY TO A CLUE NO SPECIALIST HAD TESTED

settlement belongs to Mia if I am her father.

I also want her to know I existed when she is old enough.

If the answer is no, I will accept legal boundaries.

If the answer is maybe someday, I will wait.

If the answer is yes to a letter and nothing else, I will write one.

I am sorry.

David.

I read it three times.

Then cried.

Not because I wanted him back.

I didn’t.

Because for the first time, David sounded like someone who understood what he had done without asking me to make him feel better about it.

That mattered.

I called my attorney.

“I’ll do the test.”

“Anything else?”

“One letter.”

“For Mia?”

“Yes.”

“Now?”

“No.”

“To keep for later.”

“And contact?”

“Through counsel only.”

“Good.”

I hung up.

Then I sat beside Mia on the living-room floor.

She was fourteen months old now.

Walking badly.

Falling