“My mother-in-law pointed at me in court and said, “She’s faking it.” My husband smirked, telling the judge I did this every time….007

Colonel Aaron Carter did not look at Daniel.

He did not blink.

He reached inside his uniform blouse, withdrew a heavy, brass-framed tactical pen with an un-capped carbide stylus, and without a single word of procedural preamble, drove the blunt end directly into the nail bed of my right thumb:

*PRESS.*

My nervous system—dead, leaden, submerged ten fathoms deep in grey mud—screamed.

My spine arched off the marble in a violent, spastic, un-coordinated decerebrate reflex. My heels drummed against the floorboards: *tack-tack-tack.* A wet, whistling rattle tore through my windpipe, spraying a fine mist of blood-flecked foam against the polished toe of Carter’s jump boot.

“No pain withdrawal,” Carter said, his face hardening into that terrifying, forty-year-old line of polar ice that precedes an un-appealable court-martial decree.

He released my thumb.

He turned his head forty-five degrees, locking his eyes onto Daniel Whitaker with the cold, unblinking judgment of an artillery observation post: