Only Olivia remembered our townhouse.
Sometimes she talked about a yellow kitchen.
I remembered it too.
Michael used to make pancakes there on Sundays.
He would burn the first batch every single time.
Grace had barely learned to walk when he died.
Lily had never met him.
Michael Whitmore had been thirty-four when a truck crossed the median on Interstate 89 during a rainstorm and crushed the driver’s side of his car.
A police officer came to my door at 11:43 p.m.
I remembered the minute because for years afterward I woke up at exactly that time.
11:43.
Every night.
The officer removed his cap before telling me.
After that, my memories turned into fragments.
Margaret arriving.
Her hand around my elbow.
Michael’s funeral.
A black umbrella.
Three-year-old Olivia crying because she wanted her father to wake up.
Margaret whispering to someone near the casket.
Then the papers.
So many papers.