I stopped walking.
The ocean continued behind me.
Children shouted.
Waves broke.
The world had the audacity to remain completely normal.
Another message appeared.
She left something for you.
I stared at the screen.
I had imagined this moment before.
I thought I would feel guilt.
Or vindication.
Or unbearable grief.
Instead, I felt sadness for something that had died long before Evelyn did.
The possibility of the mother I had always wanted.
I called Martin.
Not Vanessa.
A week later, a courier delivered a small wooden box.
Inside were childhood photographs.
My first lost tooth.
A hospital bracelet from the day I was born.
School drawings.
Things I never imagined my mother had kept.
At the bottom was a sealed envelope.
My name was written across it.
I opened it.
The first line made my hands shake.
Emily, there is one last thing I lied to you about.
I sat down.