absurdly complicated child-seat system.
At the time I laughed at him.
Now it guided an organization.
My phone buzzed.
A message from Melissa.
Home safe?
Yes.
Mom sent another.
Proud of you today. No need to reply.
That last sentence mattered.
No need to reply.
She had learned that love could be offered without demanding immediate
payment.
I made tea and sat beside the window.
For years, the memory of the funeral had been inseparable from the empty
seats.
My parents missing.
Melissa missing.
My side of the church almost bare.
But when I thought about it now, I also remembered Ruth arriving after
driving six hours.
Margaret’s hand around mine.
Robert keeping me upright.
Neighbors filling rows.
Ethan’s coworkers standing in the back.
Lily’s teacher bringing drawings from her class.
Noah’s preschool director crying into both hands.
I had once measured the room by who was absent.
