It was our wedding album.
The thick, glossy cover was smeared with dark brown mud, obscuring the bright, loving smile Terrence had worn as we danced our first dance. I pulled a tissue from my pocket and carefully, methodically wiped the mud away from his face, ignoring the rain plastering my hair to my forehead.
The pain in my chest didn’t break me. Instead, it hardened, freezing into a solid, unbreakable block of absolute, glacial ice.
I stood up, clutching the heavy album tightly to my chest like a shield. I looked at Eleanor, whose face was a mask of aristocratic disgust.
“You’re right, Eleanor,” I whispered, my voice carrying clearly through the damp air. “I have nothing.”
I turned my back on the massive, imposing facade of the Washington estate. I didn’t look back as I walked down the long, winding driveway in the rain, leaving my ruined clothes in the mud, not letting them see my final, solitary tear.